Kuch khatti nahi he tho,ye zindagi kya re??

Its only two days left for me at home,before i have to go some places for the part of life i must call just like in `pursuit of happyness` `running for a job`... Its almost half an year over,after my graduation,but to say,'running for the job` part is quiet new for me.I has been the quietest part of my life till now,but now i feel that,it ought to be lil noisy.And i think its high time that i have to get myself out of the commitment with the loneliness i have been enjoying at home.Before this hibernation,home wasn`t this nice for me.Never,i got a feeling all these time,that i have been wasting myself,like someone may say.Still i m sure,i `ll have a regreting period,later on this.I am really happy about,many things that i have found,understood after i had time thinking on them.

Always i `ve been optimistic,sometimes too much of that kind.So this is what i have,(the escapism or whatever others  may say)of what the struggling to find my `gotta-be life supporting system` or the so-called `job`.For me,now i `ve to go knock some doors,check out of some,make decisions..Life should not be always easy. After a time everything `ll to be just some memories,just some kind of `khatti` flavoured part.But thats what i am interested on now,i too need some stories,of my own.It should also have all the life learning process,struggling and the `being tough` part.Do  anyone of  us,`ll remember to remember,about a life if it was too plain,with the same routines and processes,with only changin` the age tag?I bet its hard for some atleast,and for me,it must be totally impossible.There ought  to  have some bumps and humps,that even it gets wrapped by the busy world we create,at times,they help us turning back fast to the place where we come from.A passed out hard time is sweet side memory,not another nightmare.

So now i am goin` for it,`ll see whether i `ve plenty of those what i go for,or an `attitude- change`!!!

Lil sparks,but its an ignition...

After i `ve created this forum,i literaly had nothing to say all these days ,still not much..but a lil..
(for my sister,who just sits somewhere,.....metres away from me!!!!)
I had `pretty bad`number of hits,there were not much people who could afford reading my `stupidity`.Whatever it may be,i just had a hit on my forum,after i had hit her emotionally bad the other day.We fought on a reason,we both thought to be righteous to us.But there was another start,in blogspot(http://aprettybigworld.blogspot.com),and a comment on my post.So for now,i still have my sis,just like i had her before.If i set her feelin` alone,i think i don`t regret on it now.Rather i just left her with her own `lil world`.Its more a noble reason. To say,i felt ` lil world`is a better place than `nowhere`... Like it always had been,i m pulled more to a surrender,but not right now...let me hold on with for `a lil long while` more...And my sis,just keep on going...You have grown up than me,as i just grew up only with my age...

What i missed yesterday ..

Am i losing the alacrity,which i had at my first post?Till now it din`t start running down.There is something which i didn`t say(i was supposed to say!)there.What is `From nowhere to my place`?(my blogs title)To say,i really got it from nowhere...It stayed stable,with me,always after it first came to my mind.But still i don`t remember that `sometime` when it first came to me.Before that,there were many `two-worded` things that didn`t stick much with me.
For now,i feel like,i can more rely on it,until i understand,or it proves,what it exactly is its relevance...

`There was a word in the beginning...`

Always there is a beginning for everything,just like every other thing in my happend,happening in life,this one too has the same trouble with its start.I m lil coonfused,na,i can`t be said so..ya,void...`void` is the right word!I`m void in head of the many things,this `start` deserves.This can`t take the honour of the `words at the beginning` of any great,polished life to be posted.But still it always `ll `ve a life,behind it..a real `my life at times`

I believe that words written could say more emotions of me,naked,more i say,than they are said.
i ain`t no writer,I`ve less been into writing,else it was my scribbling.I had done that pretty alot,in many places where it could rest peacefully,harming nobody,intruding no lives.
Some(many,most!!) of them where really hopeless, which may have been possibly the next best thing(may be better!)to cyanide for those poor souls who had just tried reading them.
Even this could be the big daddy of them!

Right now i `m not into saying much about the `abouts` of the individual i m..(That`s on the way ..!)...not about the inspiration i got for this... or what could be here lateron in here...
But i say expect anything mad,crazy that could possibly come out of a normal mediocre head.
And anything `nuts` that happens to me,is happening to me,or around me ..