Its only two days left for me at home,before i have to go some places for the part of life i must call just like in `pursuit of happyness` `running for a job`... Its almost half an year over,after my graduation,but to say,'running for the job` part is quiet new for me.I has been the quietest part of my life till now,but now i feel that,it ought to be lil noisy.And i think its high time that i have to get myself out of the commitment with the loneliness i have been enjoying at home.Before this hibernation,home wasn`t this nice for me.Never,i got a feeling all these time,that i have been wasting myself,like someone may say.Still i m sure,i `ll have a regreting period,later on this.I am really happy about,many things that i have found,understood after i had time thinking on them.
Always i `ve been optimistic,sometimes too much of that kind.So this is what i have,(the escapism or whatever others may say)of what the struggling to find my `gotta-be life supporting system` or the so-called `job`.For me,now i `ve to go knock some doors,check out of some,make decisions..Life should not be always easy. After a time everything `ll to be just some memories,just some kind of `khatti` flavoured part.But thats what i am interested on now,i too need some stories,of my own.It should also have all the life learning process,struggling and the `being tough` part.Do anyone of us,`ll remember to remember,about a life if it was too plain,with the same routines and processes,with only changin` the age tag?I bet its hard for some atleast,and for me,it must be totally impossible.There ought to have some bumps and humps,that even it gets wrapped by the busy world we create,at times,they help us turning back fast to the place where we come from.A passed out hard time is sweet side memory,not another nightmare.
So now i am goin` for it,`ll see whether i `ve plenty of those what i go for,or an `attitude- change`!!!
