Sunday, December 21, 2008

Lil sparks,but its an ignition...

After i `ve created this forum,i literaly had nothing to say all these days ,still not much..but a lil..
(for my sister,who just sits somewhere,.....metres away from me!!!!)
I had `pretty bad`number of hits,there were not much people who could afford reading my `stupidity`.Whatever it may be,i just had a hit on my forum,after i had hit her emotionally bad the other day.We fought on a reason,we both thought to be righteous to us.But there was another start,in blogspot(http://aprettybigworld.blogspot.com),and a comment on my post.So for now,i still have my sis,just like i had her before.If i set her feelin` alone,i think i don`t regret on it now.Rather i just left her with her own `lil world`.Its more a noble reason. To say,i felt ` lil world`is a better place than `nowhere`... Like it always had been,i m pulled more to a surrender,but not right now...let me hold on with for `a lil long while` more...And my sis,just keep on going...You have grown up than me,as i just grew up only with my age...

Monday, December 15, 2008

What i missed yesterday ..

Am i losing the alacrity,which i had at my first post?Till now it din`t start running down.There is something which i didn`t say(i was supposed to say!)there.What is `From nowhere to my place`?(my blogs title)To say,i really got it from nowhere...It stayed stable,with me,always after it first came to my mind.But still i don`t remember that `sometime` when it first came to me.Before that,there were many `two-worded` things that didn`t stick much with me.
For now,i feel like,i can more rely on it,until i understand,or it proves,what it exactly is its relevance...

`There was a word in the beginning...`

Always there is a beginning for everything,just like every other thing in my happend,happening in life,this one too has the same trouble with its start.I m lil coonfused,na,i can`t be said so..ya,void...`void` is the right word!I`m void in head of the many things,this `start` deserves.This can`t take the honour of the `words at the beginning` of any great,polished life to be posted.But still it always `ll `ve a life,behind it..a real `my life at times`

I believe that words written could say more emotions of me,naked,more i say,than they are said.
i ain`t no writer,I`ve less been into writing,else it was my scribbling.I had done that pretty alot,in many places where it could rest peacefully,harming nobody,intruding no lives.
Some(many,most!!) of them where really hopeless, which may have been possibly the next best thing(may be better!)to cyanide for those poor souls who had just tried reading them.
Even this could be the big daddy of them!

Right now i `m not into saying much about the `abouts` of the individual i m..(That`s on the way ..!)...not about the inspiration i got for this... or what could be here lateron in here...
But i say expect anything mad,crazy that could possibly come out of a normal mediocre head.
And anything `nuts` that happens to me,is happening to me,or around me ..